but yea, she's not the dancing kind. who cares anyway. i love her.
right, will be heading down to sch to settle my withdrawal. i couldnt find a FAQ for this online. so perhaps, i'll try asking one of the 'friendly officers' there. (people who works in an office)
Sunday, July 05, 2009
many ppl asked me whether it was worth it ending this fellowship.
it's a very tough question that i cant answer at the moment, but probably a few years down the road. i've always believed that we shouldnt let money decide how we live our life.
i've seen how my life might be 10 years down the road. i've had live examples.
the truth is, the flame was gone halfway through the course. i wanted out all along. but i only mustered the courage to do it now. it's a change that i wanted all along, and it's a change i've made.
i never knew what i should do with the cash. things are different now.
it's not about the money, it should never be.
probably there's something i'm missing out right now, something that i've yet to meet to understand why. but i believe as long as we still have the ability, money should never be the cause of misery.
what we need, it's always affordable. what we cant afford, it's usually not a need. it's a want..
thanks for the concern from everyone. i'm fine, and i know what i want in life. i've met people that inspired me.
and to everyone else:
For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.
this is my second chance. i'm responsible for my own life. i answer to no one but myself and my family. and i think i'm the perfect example of living happy. keep it simple...
7:08 PM
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Friday, July 03, 2009
it really hurts to take a taxi now.. it's bleeding me.
and i just made a chinese-scam caller hang up just by saying hello again. nice.
6:18 PM
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